Friday, July 20, 2007
everything has changed...
i'm not myself anymore.
my friends...
distant and far.
i don't know.
i simply don't like this life.
the
simple feelings.
the
simple emotions.
the
innocence.the
happiness. feel like crying.
yet i can't cry.
they don't accept crying.
'coz i'm grown up.
my life. spinnning out of control.
trying hard to grasp that
single ray of hope....that i hope i can grab hold to.
the single thing that
i can stop from changing.the earth still revolves around the sun.
the gravitational field is always there.
but earth is never the same.
people are never the same anymore.
feeling hurt, angry and sad.
tell me that time would turn back.
but i know this won't happen.
time will never stop.
i can never stop.
changes never stop.
perhaps...hurt will never stop too.
all changed.
but hurt never changes. never.
the negative feelings is perhaps the only thing that is unchanged.
everything has changed.
Swallowtail 11:30:00 PM