Thursday, January 31, 2008
i saw the date of my last blog entry and realised it's time for me to blog. sometimes i really run out of things to blog. it's either my life is too 'routinised' with daily school work to be done until i don't see my point in life. i'm lost in my work. too lost in my own world too.
during these 2 weeks since my last entry, i had realised yet some more weaknesses in me that i need to overcome.
1) i'm not as
accepting as i assumed myself to be (omg. sound like econs. the assumptions of theory and CA model)
2)
complacency is still my biggest enemy
need to overcome. and i'm not doing the best that i can. i'm having a lot of regrets that i never feel so strongly before. because i know that i had done my best in the past. i'm not striving the best that i could. hopefully, i'll find myself back again.
soon.
Swallowtail 6:59:00 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
i'm still not making improvements to be a better person. i'm back to my old ways, or even worse. i'm going to try harder. i seem to be
losing focus over and over again. my temper is not getting any better. but i shall not be disheartened. shall try again and again to motivate myself.
moreover this is an important year for me. this year determines whether i can enter the university i want. i'm growing up and i will not be a child anymore. i need to
mature.some things i notice about myself:1) i get overly anxious at times and take some things to hard. i must learn to
LET GO.
2) i'm losing focus on what to do to make myself a BETTER PERSON.
improvements:1) take a deep breath whenever this happens and remind myself to
calm down.
2) revise the actions and things i should do to reach my objective.
hopefully the next time i blog, i'll be making improvements. =D
Swallowtail 9:00:00 PM
Sunday, January 06, 2008
school's just reopen and i'm overloaded with work. thank God that i was 'hardworking' enough to do majority of my holiday homework. if i had not pressed on for the last two weeks after ocip trip (argh...i'm missing the thai kids! =X), i would have died on the spot on wednesday. because ps had to do orientation video and event coverage. i skipped thursday's lessons. omg. loads to catch up. i missed physics, maths and gp lectures. take my life man. not to mention the ocip wall to be done. and now i'm waiting for the photos to be transfered on my computer. and i have to do a collage. what i learnt from my first week.
don't bite off more than you can chewor else you are going to choke to death. XD
and 2008's here. shall make my new year resolutions (i know it's pretty late....yup.)
1) to get the best results i can for 'A's, preferably
As and
Bs.
2) to become a
better personand to reach that, the actions to be taken:
1) study
real hard, by making use of break times, free time.
less of
sleeping and watching t.v.
2) try to do reflections on my actions and think of ways to change myself for the better
success statements:
1) get A's and B's for 'A's
2) i become a
happier person and
more contented with who i am.
Swallowtail 1:36:00 AM