Thursday, August 16, 2007
after reading my friend's blog ( i won't state who is it), i had tears in my eyes. suddenly, i thought of things i could had done for her when she had problems, when she was depressed, when she was going through all those trauma. sometimes i wonder why i am so cowardly, with no courage to do the right thing or to have the determination to insist on doing the right thing. looking back at my life, there just have been so many regrets. looking back at my problems, compared to her, my problems are nothing at all. nothing. back then i wanted to help her, but i didn't know how. i didn't know how to talk to her when she was at such a sensitive stage, when any words can just cause an emotional outburst. i remembered having a big fight with her while planning sec 4 farewell. and how we made up. i guess i was afraid that would happen again. good friends from sec 1 and sec 2, and now..... i am speechless.
always looking back, i seem to sometimes forget her. yet i still remember her, as an unique girl who actually had changed part of my life. influenced my thoughts and views. i just want to say, i won't forget you, even if i may seem to forget you at times, but you are always at the back of my mind. always.
Swallowtail 11:02:00 PM
