Sunday, May 11, 2008
a change of plans again, i can't go for ocip this year. is it disappointing for me? i think the impact wasn't that great as people expect it would have been for me. probably, there were some 'omens'. didn't manage to go this year, does not mean i cannot go back anymore. i guess, the hope of going back to see them keeps me on and blocked out all the disappointment.
contentment again. i am contented with what i have. in fact i should share this opportunity of experiencing to the rest. i'm not all that altruistic, but i think it is right for others to learn and grow. and memories will always stay with me. the times we had together and the things that i learnt.
but, i would really want to help the new batch to organise for the trip! >.< it will be good to be involved in one way or another and probably get to know the new batch of ocip people. not too bad an idea isn't it? =)
Swallowtail 12:58:00 PM