Saturday, July 12, 2008
i donated blood on wednesday,
9th July 2008. this is purely trying to record my memorable blood donation experience. lol. no no. just to remind me when did i have my first blood donation. wasn't that bad.
too many hilarious things happened over the whole week. especially on friday. but, it's just too much for me to record it down here.
growing up.time is running away so fast, that i cannot seem to see where it is. with a blink of eye, i'm almost 18. still remember the times i wish i could grow up fast and now i'm wishing that i do not have to grow up and face the reality of time.
looking at the AWWA students i was taking yesterday, it just dawned on me that it's been a year. they've changed a lot, no longer like i've known them. even in just 1 month not with them, they all change. for the better, of course. they are so versatile. i'm happy for them, but i still feel really sad that i'm missing part and parcel of their growing up.
jonathan is able to reply me, when i asked him questions. jerry is now able to identify words, do maths sums and think for himself. muhd is improving slightly. benji, now a lot more well-behaved.
to think of it, i seem to be the one clinging onto them, in hope of stopping time.
it's time for me to
learn to let go.it's part of my life to learn it. part of the process of me growing to be a better person.
i'm growing alongside with them.
Swallowtail 2:19:00 PM
