Saturday, August 02, 2008
i guess i have been blogging very frequently recently, like every 2 days 1 post? probably i have more things to record down recently. but in fact what is more exciting for me these few days would probably be my flu? not exactly exciting. not exactly anything i want to remember anyway.
i am stumped.it's not exactly i have something to write today, just a feeling that pushes me to publish a post. there's a whole load of times i've been like that and i start crapping.
i've decided, my goal:
to get a scholarship.why not try it? i've been too afraid to try things. that is why i have no breakthrough. i always wanted an easy path, walking down the path i am sure of. now i'm going to take a big step. whether or not do i get it, it will still be a good thing.
i miss the days in maehongson. i realise i miss it a lot. i miss the way they live their lives. i miss the students. i miss the dogs. i miss the environment. i really miss all the rides, on motorbikes or lorries. i miss the starry skies. i miss the nights. i really really miss maehongson. =(
Swallowtail 11:24:00 PM