Monday, August 11, 2008
positive.when i started with the theme of my blog this year, i intended my blog to bring positive thoughts and even hope to people, not the other way round. however recently, it just becoming somewhere i rant and rant about what is so not good about my life. as i sift through my blog entries from the days i started writing...the recent ones are the ones i see as whining and full of hatred and strong negative feelings. the rest had been pretty much more heartwarming and brought back wonderful memories instead. and the conclusion of those entries: optimistic and positive. that is what i believe a blog should be. in fact i hated blogs that really just rant about how life suck and everything and nothing productive at all. why on earth do we need that? we all know that our lives are tough but do we have to emphasize that? it just deepens the pain and makes our lives even more difficult to go through.
however,i badly needed my blog to vent out my anger because i don't like to talk to anyone about this issue and i hate to explain myself at all. at that particular point in time, i felt as if i was going to explode any moment. i may try to convince myself and everyone at that time i was alright, but i knew deep in me that i was not. i was too bothered and needed to relieve of that darn feeling. after all the *beep*, i regretted so much why i am like that.
anger is a powerful emotion.both positive and negative. how we handle it will determine the outcome of it. this is probably one of the hurdles i have to overcome to my goal. controlling my anger.
and i spend too much time on the net than on my work. strive on to A levels.
battitti per il successo. striving for the best.
Swallowtail 1:34:00 PM
