Saturday, August 23, 2008
big bruise on my right wrist. i haven't been holding my racket the right way.
limbs still ache. my waist too. woah. it seems that i haven't been doing exercise. seriously, badminton is one that i don't feel too much of a fatigue while playing. basketball, on the other hand is the one that i am so sure that i lack stamina. cool, should ask eliz play with me someday, with net.
blogs.i realised some people just don't understand some blogs. someone once told me that she don't understand what i'm talking about on my blog. and someone commented that my friend's blog is too abtract.
for the case of my blog, there are 2 types of people who would say that: 1) you don't understand me 2) you are just not reading beyond my words.
i'm not trying to say that i am that deep or anything, but you are really not thinking hard enough if you don't understand what i mean sometimes. this is because what i write on my blog is simply my realisation of life and the world and what i really feel about my life. nothing complicated at all. and i don't use bombastic words anyway (not that i can. my vocab is limited. what's more, i
bold the topic and key points that i emphasize. how can you not catch that?) i do not like to pin-point anyone in my blog entries and it is not necessary for all blogs to regurgitate the incidents that happened. if you prefer to read the daily rantings of blog, i would just kindly ask you to read other blogs. at this point, i am not saying people are superficial or whatever and i'm not trying to hurt anyone. i just hope people will understand that not all blogs are always the normal stuff.
i want to say my blog do not just record the events of my life - it records something deeper. if you have not realised, i do think a lot before i publish the entries.
and another thing, it is not necessary for the readers to understand fully what the blogger is trying to say. probably they don't want anyone to understand at all. it is just a way to vent their emotions. it is just a medium.
the aim of my blog?4 functions: 1) a form of reflection 2) hope people will see what i see of life (in the positive way) 3) a medium where i can vent my emotions 4) record of my growing journey.
my blog took over my diaries in primary school. as i read through my past diaries, i would say it's horrid. but i get to understand myself a lot better. i will know what i felt strongly about, my worries and fears. i can find out how i grew to be the kind of person i am now. that's why i believe in recording it down. i do not have a good memory and memories do get thwarted over the years. it is better for me to start recording now to get a clearer picture of myself.
i may then learn to grow, to be a better person. it may become precious knowledge. who knows? if i have a child next time, i may be able to get him or her to find out more about himself or herself, using my past experience. lol. i am thinking too far off.
for people who do not think much about blogs, here's something for you to know:
blogs do portray a lot about someone. and it can be a lot deeper than you think.
Swallowtail 8:24:00 PM
