Saturday, November 01, 2008
falteringtrying very hard not to falter
desperately clinging for support
in no avail
left alone.
convincing myself not to fall
but i'm so afraid of falling
look aloof
but i'm not.
deep in me?
who knows what flows through inside.
perhaps, only God knows.
to think of it,
it's the choice i chose.
the path i took.
take it with pride.
i can't bear the disappointed faces.
what can i do now?
just watch and wait.
do what i can do and wait...
for doom or for paradise?
it's for Him to decide.
Swallowtail 9:34:00 PM