Monday, December 08, 2008
free.i am so darn free now that i can't stand it. just hope work hurry come to me. i can't be forever going out anyway. it just makes me feel that my life is in such a mess. seriously, i envy those who go out to work. it is really tiring to stay at home all day and stare at the ceiling. because i don't know when my work is coming in, i can't go look for other jobs either. this is irritating.
occupy.
i need something to occupy me or else i will get depressed more easily than ever. it's easy to identify from my recent posts. i start to think about funny stuff. better stop that. *SNAP* out of it.
anyway, just went to eliz's chalet the other day on 6th (but her birthday was on the 7th, yes, the same as another person and a lot of other persons), it was really fun to be around my friends again. joking around and them saying that i'm lamer than ever. LOL. never had a good laugh until then. something warm was flowing within and out of me then. i felt a lot better. probably because i felt that i am myself again and that people understands me. that's why they say secondary school friends are the lifetime friends. i guess it is true.
and lastly, anyone who wants to watch 海角七号, please tell me! i want to watch. if no one does, i'll go on to watch alone. LOL.

i'm really feeling better. loads. thanks for those who showed the concern. i appreciate it. =D
and i miss photography. miss it so much. should take more photos the next time i go out. but i'm just too shy. LOL.
Swallowtail 11:17:00 PM