Monday, February 09, 2009
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a shock it really came to me. it didn't dawned on me this would happen. i guess, none of us did. but she had left us to be in our Father's hands.
i was not exactly close to her, but she in my impression was a cheerful, unique girl. most unforgettable was her smile, that definitely cheer people up and no one could be angry any longer. she gave her very best in the things she did. she did. especially to the thai kids.
i started crying, because i thought she deserved better. i really did. and i still do. the truth starts to sink in when i saw...it really pained me, like how it pained many of us. how we regretted not contacting more...how we did.
but i know i need not cry, though it's unbearable. because she is in our Father's hand. safe and sound as i know our Father will protect her. the least, she no longer needs to feel the pain she went through in her rough period.
her smile still etched in me deeply. fondly in my memories.
Extract from the PL's musical song, "
The Father's Hand"
"He knows your pain, He'll never let you goHe gently holds your precious soulHe lifts you high and in His love you'll standBecause you're holding the Father's Hand"
Swallowtail 9:04:00 PM