Tuesday, March 17, 2009
MeSsthis is the point of time my mind is in a mess.
i need to clear my mind of what i want.
too many considerations just obstructs the clear mind i used to have.
face up to reality. face up.
mEsSi want to know what lies ahead of me.
conflictsbread or dreams? i'm back to square one ain't i?
someone once asked me, "don't you have dreams? up till now you still don't know what you want to do? that's sad..."
the fact is, i have...once, i had. but....as i said considerations from various aspects just overwhelmed me. hesistant to dare to say i have a dream and that i know what to do.
i am, but an ordinary person. pursuing dreams need $$$. not everyone can do so.
plus, i'm afraid i'll regret. i don't want people to suffer with me as well. i hate to drag people down. hate it so much.
under a different light, why not show what i can do? strive hard. prove them wrong shouldn't i? i already said, i am so risk averse. still...
TAKE RISKS. try it dear....
Swallowtail 11:25:00 PM