Swallowtail

Monday, August 31, 2009

mayday DNA concert

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HIGHNESS! totally. no stopping of singing of their songs....and the atmosphere is totally great....everyone standing and singing....waving of light sticks.....jumping! LOL. marvelous. make me love mayday more!

even after 10 years, they are still as powerful as a rock band. 10 years....not many can do that right? and they were missing for around 2 years.....the fans are still going strong....WOOTS~

the effects of concert, totally grand....movie watching! LOL. great effects and great reaarangement of their songs.

2 words sum up the whole concert: MAYDAY ROCK!

lol. i never once regretted buying the tickets after going for the concert. and i'm glad i went. seriously. if they come again....i would want to go for it! provided i have enough money...LOL.

Swallowtail 4:14:00 PM

Sunday, August 23, 2009

NO INTERNET.

i'm using my sister's internet at her house now......sobs....i'll have no internet connection for 2 whole weeks....have to wait till 12th. SADDED.

anyway, loads happened over this time period.....went clubbing, or u can just say it's the smps bash, totally camwhoring....LOL. should see the photos on facebook. but i'll upload it at a later time.....

can't talk much.....workload increasing gradually! LOL. tired.......SHU FEN, HTHT TALK! LOL.

Swallowtail 1:33:00 PM

Sunday, August 09, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!

44th birthday in fact. sending my greetings through here. 3 years ago, i remember using the same picture above in my blog post. it was 41st national day. lol. wonder how the girl is doing? btw, i didn't take this....found this picture on google long time ago. forgot to trackback. so sorry for that.

every year, watching the national day parade, brings about different emotions through me. through so many years of national days, one thing and one item will always touch me: national day songs. no matter what, the songs are the only thing that strikes that chord in me that i am a singaporean. because i find the lyrics meaningful. especially the old national day songs. and i'm feeling touched and glad that i'm a singaporean. really glad.

getting to the other side,

i start thinking about death now, i know it's a sudden change in topic.....not that i want to die, but to watch people around pass away...it really hurts. no, no one around me died just then, but...it just hurts badly, especially people whom you know. just this year, jaclyn....a bubbly, cheerful girl...just left. knowing she's not alive anymore and accepting that fact seemed to be like a finger that pressed that button in me and caused the tears to flow non-stop. death doesn't seem like a reality at all. just like MJ's death. it doesn't. it sounded like a complete joke to me. just like how i read and re-read the sms they sent about jaclyn, never letting the news sinking in. probably because i believed people to live forever and forever, at least longer than me. my future includes everyone. and probably that's the reason i hate to face death...especially to my loved ones....everything changes when 1 person goes away.

and here, i just hope everyone lives happily and healthily, my family members and friends. NO one is out in my dream, in my future. make sure you are going be there. =)

Swallowtail 9:41:00 PM

Thursday, August 06, 2009

welcome ceremony

tiring days, because of outings with nemos. LOL. all the high activities all squeezed together is just too much. LOL. singing k, mahjong, lunches, dinners and welcome ceremony today. WOAH. all came too much. but i had a great time. many first times.

though so many things happened, i am thrown with many responsibilities. from now on, i am in charge of my life. yet, i still feel like a tiny little bird....unsure of everything. this is probably the first tiny step i have to take before i enter the society.

and i feel like a conformist, totally, conforming and succumbing to peer pressure every now and then. i'm losing my opinions very soon, if i don't remain clear-headed. learn to say no. i have to, or else i'll lose my goals. i'm starting to feel the pressure but i'll press on! =D

anyway, the events that happened between me and my og from spms foc, see it on facebook. provided i can get in. LOL. i'll try upload as soon as possible.

Swallowtail 9:23:00 PM

Sunday, August 02, 2009

nemo

ROCK IT OUT! LOL. nemo the best group of all! LOL.

yes, i went for the SPMS FOC camp. great fun, because of people met there and nothing else. woots~ post camp symptoms. though full of cuts, bites and sprain, nothing can dampen the spirit. lol. we rock! haha.

now i'm holding on to a sexy voice (HAHA) and slowmo actions. neither can i think very fast now. so if you want to suan me now, feel free, most probably i can't fight back. but you will pay double when i'm back on track! LOL.

too many words spoil the description of the whole camp. it's just that i didn't expect too much to come out of this camp, yet it gave me a lot more. i thank God for sending me great people to me. i am really thankful for that throughout my life. and i finally know that i can do a lot of things.

probably going for the camp just brought me back to the starting point. it's been such a long time since i went for camps and this just let me know that i am still there. though many things in me has changed, but i am still the person i had once known i was (and am now). i am still as high as before for camps. i am. totally.

and thanks to the great people who were there for the camp, especially to the NEMOs and GLs, and SAs. it would never be the same.

this is just another turning point of life. not only due to the camp, but also other events that happned. my life's path is changing once again. in a direction i never thought i could go on. and i shall press on no matter what.

Swallowtail 1:52:00 PM