Friday, November 06, 2009
some things never change, like how leopards never change its spots and the earth never stop revolving.and i'm one of the phenomena of unchanged matter. still as pessismistic as i was in the past. the core personality can never change, no matter how hard i try to hide and change. it's too inert to changes. i don't know whether is this a good or bad thing, but i just know, the core of me, is still me.
how i feel about people treating me, it hasn't changed either. it might be my proble, but this is getting on way too long. i had been hoping, to get to the other greener pastures. now, the hope seems like a small oil lamp, flickering in times of thunderstorms.
had been feeling on the low side. can't help it. everything seems dull and dark. nothing seems to be going right for me. though i know there is nothing wrong, yet i can't convince myself this is so.
not feeling myself at all. and my temper is getting worse. trying to find ways of anger management. if this goes on, i can't concentrate on anything. i had only been trying hard to act normal and forcing myself to be normal.
trying to find myself again.
finding hwee lin. director: hwee lin actress: hwee linwhat should i do?
Swallowtail 12:34:00 AM