Friday, February 26, 2010
irritable.feeling irritable recently. i flare up too many times this week. i can't help it.
because i get the old feeling back again. i'm there for disposal. you can use when i'm needed and throw when you don't need it. when you are in deep s*** (or shingz), then you come back for me. what am i? totally what am i?
when i mean it, you don't take me seriously. what is wrong? are you all so dense that you can't sense it? DARN YOU.
i am seriously pissed. and it just makes me disbelieve this thing, call f*****, again. i give. but i never feel appreciated. then why on earth should i give so much? why should i be so nice to others when others take me as a joke?
what am i totally? what did i do to make others do this to me? over and over again. time and time again. i hate this feeling totally. i hate it so much. i hate it when it comes backs to me over and over again in my life! I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT!
am i really that bad? am i really that impossible? am i such that i can't get anyone to like me? it's getting on my back and i can't get it off!
just what am i? =(
Swallowtail 8:46:00 PM