Thursday, May 20, 2010
let downprobably, i'm just a let-down.
i am a let-down, because i have not done justice to myself.
i chose to let arrogance take over me.
the pending results are weighing on me.
and i'm trying to prepare myself mentally,
so that the impact will be mild when it hits me.
what did i do? what have i done?
i have been questioning myself many times in this blog.
yet, no answer has ever came through.
i am not pushing myself to do what i can.
i am once again in my comfort zone.
i have been giving myself too many excuses not to do
many things i wanted to.
i need a plan. just a simple plan.
i shall think about it after friday.
Swallowtail 1:35:00 AM