Tuesday, August 24, 2010
i try so hard not to think.
yet, i cannot not think about it. keep myself happy as to keep the others happy. i cannot cry at this moment. i cannot. i know i can't. but i cannot help.
never knew this would ever happen to me. but it did. i once thought about it, but i dismissed it. because it's hard and painful to think about.
i laugh. i smile. all day long. putting it behind my head. but still i think about it.
but,
i guess it's gonna be alright.
i hope it will.
it has to.
Swallowtail 11:43:00 PM